Head Over Heels?

Holy crap! You will never believe what happened today! Just like yesterday, Timothy and I were joking about Ian being gay. I went to hug him and he picked me up and pinned me against the library shelves. He said "I'm going to prove I'm not gay right here right now do you want that huh?" and then he put me down. I think I'm falling for Ian, mainly because when I'm near him I'm not in a depressed trance. I don't think about Hunter Brown. It's great and I love it! But I don't want to jump ahead and that's what I do every time. I hate it when I do that so I'm gonna try and slow things down until he figures out I like him even though I think he already knows. We will see tomorrow!