Something Old, Something New-Part 1

Ok, this blog will include old stuff that i have written long time ago and new stuff for present:

Have you ever felt this way about a boy or a girl?

5 may, 2010; Wed; 2:55 pm

I hope I grew away from Dakota Rawlins. I know he doesn't like me but i can't help

it that i feel attracted to him. Ever Sense that one dream I had of him. He's a douchebag, I know but still I fight this desire for him. Everytime I look at him I just want to kiss him so badly. I hate loving Dakota Rawlins!!

 20 Jan. 2010; Wed; 11:01 pm
I think I am in love with Trey Camp. I can't stop thinking about him. I've had 3 dreams about him so far:

1.) Trey, his little brother, and Alex were asleep in the same room but different places. I came in to check on alex. Trey woke up and then we started to argue about our relationship. out of the blue, a piece of glass broke and ended our argument.

11:37 pm
the 3rd dream: Thomas Rees Kaye and I are walking on selsey beach, "I'm sorry" he said. "for what" i said "for this" he kisses me and leaves. "Don't leave me!" i yelled "Please don't" i said softly about to cry. then out of nowwhere "I won't leave you"

11:29 pm
The second dream i had: I was in a place kind of like hastings (C) and i was looking in a aisle full of Doctor Who stuff. Trey comes to this aisle and looks @ something for like 5 sec. then he looks @ me and i look @ him. "Hi" i said and then he goes to the next aisle and looks at my dad while he (my dad) is talking to trey's mum. Then i turn around the next thing I knew I was kissing Trey.