5 Days Left...

Closest thing to heaven...how does Ian do it?

So Samantha and I are finally friends again...I'm glad cos

11 days left dedicated to Ian Young...Secret World...You Silly Git

You and I have a secret world and we can keep it unfurled and pay no attention to the cradle or the grave. And when we're crossed, we can say that

12 Days Left

Until the 4 of January to calm my tense body in the arms of Ian Young. Gosh...I'm so worried...and tense. I haven't been this tense since I went to Wal*Mart the first time after Hunter Brown and I had that heated argument. I wish I could just

Ms. Pessimistic/Optimistic; Only 17 days til "The decision"

My life was about you but you threw it away...later I got sucked into a black hole....I guess I've been getting in a lot of those lately....as I going through the black hole these words were going through my mind: "I believe that when the hurting and the pain has gone we will be strong oh yes we will be strong, and I believe that if I'm crying while I write these words is it absurd? or am I being real? I believe that if you knew just what these tears were for, they would just fall like every drop of rain. That's why I believe it is too late for anyone to believe"...and to this day I escaped that black hole and ran into a boy named Ian Young.

Waiting 2 Weeks for Ian

So today in the world of what is my high school life...Ian and I exchanged gifts I gave him a guitar pick signed by Adam Levine of Maroon 5 and he gave me something that's special to him. I told him how I felt through a

Head Over Heels?

Holy crap! You will never believe what happened today! Just like yesterday, Timothy and I were joking about Ian being gay. I went to hug him and he picked me up and pinned me against the library shelves. He said "I'm going to prove I'm not gay right here right now do you want that huh?" and then he put me down. I think I'm falling for Ian, mainly because when I'm near him I'm not in a depressed trance. I don't think about Hunter Brown. It's great and I love it! But I don't want to jump ahead and that's what I do every time. I hate it when I do that so I'm gonna try and slow things down until he figures out I like him even though I think he already knows. We will see tomorrow!

Flirting with Ian

Ever since last Friday, it has been unlimited flirting with Ian Young. I mean don't get me wrong, I love it but when will we kiss is what I want to know or will we kiss is another question. This morning he was going on about how he was going to so-called rape me because I kept making inferences that he was gay. I told him it would only count as rape if I wasn't willing and I am with him. LOL. This afternoon, he and I hugged. then Danny goes ooh like there is something between Ian and I which I feel in one way or another there is. I guess I will have to wait until tomorrow...=^_^=

Another thing is that I think I'm fully over Hunter Brown now that he is getting married and all. I just think that it's best if I forget about him and move on with my life.

-Jessxx

I haven't posted in awhile...almost feels nostalgic...

So today at school was ok if you count Ian flirting with me! i have no idea what his last name is but i want to find out one way or another this monday. I'm determined to! Timothy, Ian, and I were kidding around about Ian being gay because there's a british dude named Sam Hunt who lives